Done.

I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED. i finally manged to move my stuff over to wordpress already, now all i need to do is try to find a way to put in my tagboard if possible (:

goodbye blogger ):

IT-nooooooob

WORDPRESS IS SO HARD TO USE, boy do i suck in the use of technology ):
anyone willing to help me? i finally see the convenience of wordpress, but making a wordpress page is HARD!

Outreeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaacccccccccccccccccccchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The Time Has Come - Hillsong


(: i like this song

anyway, my prelim results can be considered kinda flunked, with lots of careless mistakes. well, though the results are lower than my expectations, i know i didn't work for it, so i guess i kinda deserve it. but i've really pulled through this exam all thanks to the grace of god (:

10,9,8,7....

this marks the end of the holidays, there in the blink of an eye, i also just finished my last activity, badminton with jiao, liu, li zhen and phoebe. a new revelation's gonna begin tmr, an embarkation to a whole new expedition, our battle is starting soon. i just hope im well prepared (:
it's not how i start the race, but the whole process of it and how i finish it, alone? or with my team. however, though the start is not as important, the warm up is extremely integral, in spiritual terms, it means to just pray and pray and pray and pray until we get blessed, and i hoped i've warmed up well.

Contentment.

"We did'nt get the whole chocolate bar but at least we got ourselves a hershey's kiss"
Caretaker from the movie "The Longest Yard" said this.

i think God speaks to me in the most unexpected ways. he spoke to me and it somehow led me to thinking abt this verse. well, not all my contacts came today, but im content with what me and zk achieved. i dont feel it's my personal credit to take, but also my sheep's one as well, but the glory is all given to God. Maybe God wants me to practice patience, and that he will bless us next week. well, im all psyched up for what he has in store for me, and im gonna fast and pray really really hard for contacts and that they'll come for svc(:

Psalm 40
17 Yet I am poor and needy;
may the Lord think of me.
You are my help and my deliverer;
O my God, do not delay.

i strongly believe that cd7 will be accomplished maybe even sooner than what was expected, but i involves our full involvement and faith in Christ. God may have blessed me with one bit, but im still spiritually hungry for more of his greatness, and im gonna fast and pray (2nd time im saying this haha) until he blesses me (:

Take aim.... fire!

alright, schools gonna start for me alr and i know it's gonna be one heck of a crazy journey leading to the o levels. everyday i can see myself being bombarded with hordes of white junk which supposedly can help me in my education. well, i cant say that i look forward to school. but i have to go back. okay, im not saying that im hyped up for schoolwork, i never was and i never will be. but i know i've a battle to face once school opens. dont worry, no casualties, but im sure if i fight to my fullest, many will be saved. and besides, it's not a battle in the physical realm, but my spiritual realm. im gonna do my best to beat all my demons and be a testament of god's grace. im gonna get myself prepared... no guns/parangs required, but i've been fasting and praying to ask god to equip me with the spirit of evangelism and eloquence to spread his word. i wanna bear fruit that can help to extend the kingdom of god.if my own testimony is not strong, how can people be moved? if my testimony is huge, it means my god is huge as well. i believe that, and im gonna change for the better, i may have changed already the past few months, but there's just so much extravagance of god's love that can change all my imperfections. yea i know no one is perfect, but for god, im willing to give my all just to take that one step to be like him or at least close to him(:

Back

okay regarding the quote. i was doing my sermon duplication and i came across sth i wrote: when we die, it's either perfect heaven or perfect hell as our characters have already been set. hence we're imperfect in this world so that we can change for the better or worse. well,why not we just really follow biblical principles and really become that gift god will surely love(: i mean, i rather spend an eternity with someone i've worshipped in my lifetime than some guy with 2 horns who would engulf my life in total bedlam. well, this phrase spurred me on and i hope that i can really bring more people and pray that they'll nurture into the perfect gifts for god =D

and i went evax today. it came out quite well, we got quite a few responsive contacts, well i hope they come this sat (:

quote

"What we are is God's gift to us, what we become is our gift to God"
Eleanor Powell

so this morn i was beautifying my sermon notes (haha im like the only one who duplicates his sermon notes and add colours to it)

so i read this verse and it spoke ALOT to me, okay, i gtg so i shall post more abt this later.

x100000000000

ever tried pricking yourself with a pin? well i asked myself, just how much did jesus endure? i went youtube to watch scenes of the passion of the christ. its really saddening to even see with my very eyes what jesus went through, the whipping, the crown of thorns, the drilling of the nails. so much just to forgive us. yet we still continue, again and again, and we never stop. some even had the audacity to make fun of the movie. i feel so heartbroken to see people even doing that. im trying really hard to hold my tears in already. noone has every gone through so much pain, both emotional and physical. i think it hurt jesus more in the heart than on the outside. i guess now, up to this day every time we sin, we draw away from him, some people even questioning or criticizing our methods, even making sarcastic remarks. it pains him, inside to see his beloved children turning away from him. until this year, i realised the sheer awesomeness of god, his endurance, his patience and never-ending love. but us, we fall short of his standards, being impatient at times, always contemplating and trying to go for materialism. through this video, im reminded yet again of what god has done, and he showed me the vision of cd7, and i feel it's time to chiong all-out, giving up my dsa means nothing unless i use that empty space and fill it with god.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k1eMNAQ4D5E&feature=related

here's the link

wonderful, beautiful, glorius, matchless in every way

(: (:

okay, today whizzed by really fast, and i didnt really do work, thought i set myself a goal ):
anyway, lemme share about what happened... i was at the chicken rice stall, ordering some food, then this guy came up to me and asked me about my age and stuff. i got kinda scared at first cuz i had bad encounters before, some may know it, so i was contemplating if i should continue the convo or ignore him. well, i didnt wanna break his heart =P so i continued. well, he wasnt what i expected him to be. he asked if i went church and i kinda realised where the convo was heading, so i told him where i was from and he replied. god spoke to me then, if a full grown man can go up to a young boy and share, whilst not being afraid of the fact that people would judge him as a paedophile, what more can i do? im like only 2-3 years older, DEFINITELY NO PAEDOPHILIC looks and well, this just spurred me on to do evax tmr (: so i hope i get some contacts =D

and well, many people from central are sick these days, i guess its the school blues or some flu bug. well, whoever's sick and reading this, i hope u get well soon(:

7 days break(:

this week was really tiring... thank god this revelation is over (: well, ive got a whole week to rest, but im not resting in building up the kingdom of god, i shall take time to evax(:

and so saturday came, service was great as usual. then during lunch/dinner, i found out tt ps shirley browsed through my blog. then she was there when i found out. okay so first reaction was kinda "uh oh" which somehow turned into "OH YEA!!" and then after that we played murderer at pc bunk in which central d completely crashed the area (:

as for sunday.... i went to watch zohan with aaron justin and qi, the show's really disgusting but super funny, thats all i can say(:

Distance.

God has already planned a specific task for each and everyone of us. the path's clear with only clear obstacles which would help us grow. god has already lit the path, but yet we're stuck with our own goals. destination unclear, results uncertain, however we still push ourselves. medals rust, certs fade, and we still go for it. im still feeling super shook of my decision to drop dsa, but sometimes, when i lose my fire to evangelise, i dont feel much. now that ive got the drive, im gonna make sure im not letting it go, EVER. ive got my final competitions coming up in the next few weeks, and after that im done, and i hope that i wont desire for more competition, but treat them as a passing revelation. the only competition i wanna face is the task that god gives me, the only trophies i wanna win is the blessings from god, the only podium i wanna stand on is one where god annoits me, the rest is history.

Speed.

I've always wanted speed in everything, be it guitar or anth else, ive been wanting to see much results without working hard. i never achieved it. God gave me a word, "SACRIFICE" if i wanted to see results, i need to work for it. i went to hand up my dsa form for rjc today, but didnt get my parents to sign, so i couldnt hand it up. maybe it was divine intervention after all, someone didnt want me to hand up the form. it had been bugging me for the past few days already. it was god's choice as to where he wanted to put me, not mine.

well, i guess im gonna give up my dsa to rjc already, i know i've been working hard for it, but now i wanna work hard for god. if god really wants me to go rjc he will bless my results. it's a really hard decision and it hurts me alot to even just put down the form, it's like putting my biggest hope of entering rjc.

god let me see the bigger picture, i viewed temporal success above all, winning medals that would only rust after a few years. god reminded me of why i cried during camp, what i made central d hold me accountable for. if i wanna serve, ive gotta make time to outreach, and im gonna give up this cca that i've been taking for the past 7 years. it's hard even typing this, my tears are frigging gonna flow any time soon.


Matthew 4:19 - "Come, follow me," Jesus said, "and I will make you fishers of men."

those that know me know that i like fishing, well, i wanna follow god with all i have now, i wanna see cat high grow, and make this sacrifice worth it(:

Awakening.

Muse - Stockholm Syndrome


Muse - Hysteria


Muse - Map Of The Problematique


Muse - Plug In Baby


sorry about the frenzy, i need to keep awake

Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child Of Mine


CLASSIC

Delirious? - History Maker

The Fellowship Of The Unashamed

I'm not ashamed to declare(:

My Pledge

There's a fine line that differentiates a self-sacrificial spirit and selective obedience. i guess im kinda of the former unknowingly. i've spent so much time slacking, i've neglected my studies, even to the extent that i didnt know what exam was on which day. when i smsed to ask, i received the F word from my friend, i wasnt pissed, instead, i was kinda glad. it kinda woke me up as to why i wasnt studying. i felt comforted by being reprimanded. if i could give my all for God, why cant i give my all for studies? after camp, i know my prelim 2 is gonna be flunked so bad, but i will definitely improve(: WITH GOD

as to what i shared on the last night of camp, i wanna reiterate it. i wish to apologize again to central D, for not playing my part. i want u guys to all hold me accountable for the building up of cd7 by hook or by crook at the end of 2008. give me the pressure, let me feel that i've got this huge unit waiting for me to rise up and lead my schoolmates in the kingdom. i may have a weird personality but who cares? A true leader rises up only with a pure heart, good character and a heart that seeks after God. i've wasted my 06 years doing nothing except speaking vulgarities wbich came out as often as my eyes blinked. i could save many in those years, but i slacked. i finally opened my eyes and saw the harsh reality. it pierced my heart, that i had such an obstacle had been put in front of me. But no matter what, with god, nothing is impossible, so guys, i pray that all of you would just constantly pressure me, annoy me, constantly remind me that i've a school to grow, anytime..i need to be spurred to grow and continually nurture people for the kingdom. after all,everybody plays a part and i wanna start doing mine. Desmond, i dunno if you'll ever get to read this, and i really wanna thank your cg for helping me out, rest assured i will do my part as well. this is MY school to complete, and i will be the one who says i've done it with u guys at the end of this year(:

anw, i asked myself, if knew i was gonna die soon,what would be the last chapter of my life be?

MISSION ACCOMPLISHED

i wanna see myself completing whatever task God has entrusted me with, and im gonna give my all to fufil this goal that he has given me. Lord, i want you to annoit me.

also, i would wanna grow in my desire, i've an analogy, could we ever have such a strong desire that even jacob would be jealous? we continually seek God, ask and ask and ask, want so bad that even God himself gets a little annoyed, i know it would never happen because God is more ready to give then we are to receive. but would it be good if we had that kind of spirit? i wanna be that kind of christian that affects people, even non believers in a positive manner.
part 2, ive really grown to know more people in central since growing, lemme speak about one good friendship i've forged.
yes though the pic may seem unglam, its the only one ive got of him on his own. well, i've never really know him on a personal basis. through camp ushering, i got to speak to him more and pray for him and vice versa, i wanna thank him for what he prayed for me, though i was too engrossed crying my armpits out and barely heard anth, i knew god heard, and more tears came out, basically i just wanna thank god for him(:

and also the GYM band, thought nth spiritual (HAHAHA WHO AM I KIDDING OBVIOUSLY SOMETHING SPIRITUAL WAS PRESENT) happened, im glad i got to fellowship with them, basking overnight with the exact same song to many who's hearts we've touched XD and made many number one fans (:

here they are

Wei Li
Keith
Phoebe

heh, im glad i went camp(:

Oasis!

Oasis was a really life-changing experience for me. I've got so much from God, visions, images and a task entrusted to me by him.

Sometimes in life, God calls us, constantly knocking on the door of our hearts, eagerly waiting for us to answer. yet, we're too bothered by the physical world, these temporal distractions prevent us from hearing the voice of God. It is small, but EXTREMELY powerful, i pray that one day, i could really pick up this call from God and let him just completely engulf me. (:

Point 2, we may be able to have the gift of sight, but yet we don't seem to be using our sight for the right things. we still end up doing the wrong things, so i don't see what sight is for without the presence of God in it. I may be able to see, but what good does it serve if im stuck with spiritual blindness? God reminded me that only he could light up our hearts, enabling us to see a clear picture and act according to biblical principles.

God dropped this verse to me as well.
2 Chronicles 32 : 7-8
7 "Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or discouraged because of the king of Assyria and the vast army with him, for there is a greater power with us than with him.
8 With him is only the arm of flesh, but with us is the LORD our God to help us and to fight our battles." And the people gained confidence from what Hezekiah the king of Judah said.

I guess he knows im afraid of facing the numbers game in my school. My fear of persecution from others causes me to falter and not help in the expansion of the kingdom. I guess, he just wanted to assure me that he is with me all the time to face this urgent problem in my school right now.

On the last night, he gave me my task. He just plainly gave me 3 letters. CD7. I was shocked, and confused at that time. He wanted me to rise up as a CL and lead a group of people in CHS to build up a biblical community in my school, and also seeing my sheep growing and becoming a shepherd and take up 1, maybe even 2 sheep and play that intergral part in building a dream CG a what ps jeff said. seeing that, i was reminded that i was the pioneer of my school, and that i had the pressure of building my school up, if not it would be wiped out in 1 year. i realised i depended too much on the people of CD5. and on top of that, i was extremely afraid. I cried and cried that night, unable to even utter a word, but only small sounds of agony, the carpet underneath my face was wet as i kneeled on the ground, my CG prayed for me, i had to much to ask of from God, but my mouth wouldn't open, tears took over me. But as the day ended, i wanna thank God for believing in me, and that i will work hard and let him annoit me as a CL by end 2008, i prayed for God to bless me with the strength i needed to grow and also nurture my sheep to become shepherds and more(:

the pictures would be up once i obtain the rest from others, and this is just a summarised version of what i learnt in camp, if u wanna know more you can ask me, because i've really learnt too muchXD

Hillsong- Hosanna


New Life Worship - Here In Your Presence

stayover + phoebe's bdae

that's all, camp's tmr , i cant wait(: (exams on the 16th, i CAN wait)

6 day countdown

seldom has once a countdown been so exhilarating, well, it's DEFINITELY not for my exams, it's for camp XD well, im really glad camp's coming, and i know it's gonna be seriously life-changing, well not physically. im gonna like really take a good break by not slacking my time away but spending time in fellowship in the presence of God and plus, learn something else besides academic subjects (:



(: camp logo

well, i wanna thank God for the inspiration he blessed me to help me in my writing on monday

maybe this might help some (sorry if some of you don't know)

I believe (:

Q.

I think the question is not how much time I've spent on studies, but how much I've spent on God.

BROKE..

oh yay, today's the last day of the sweelee sale, and i got myself a guitar (: but now im broke and i need to save save save for shopping soon, i want my V neck tee, sth from topman and FOX (: and i realised ive been blogging very little, well, im sorry, i've been really tired playing gunbound =P well, its kinda exciting to try sth old out again(:

How to be ninja.


How to be gangster.


How to be emo.


How to be nerd.


haha sry if anth offends you, but its really funny!! (:


my new guitar's on the top left (:

Vids.

You're Loved (Don't Give Up) - Josh Groban


Tears and Rain - James Blunt


Rooftops - Lost Prophets


(:

WHY?

it's a wonder, why people strive so hard to perfection, though we always know that deep down inside, we can never be perfect. come to think of it, if we humans WERE perfect, i think i'd count this as an imperfection. yet, my world's filled with materialism, be it physically or academically. so the saying goes, "practice makes perfect" we all live by these lines, always thinking that one day, we can stand on level ground with our creator being perfect. however, it's only with him that we are one step closer to the perfect spirit. nonetheless, we don't care much about perfect spirit, all we want is some dumb materialistic need. you know, sometimes i wish there was such a machine that could convert our desire for temporal crap to spiritual desire.

yea, i wish i could blow all these materialistic needs just by putting my arms together and chant some incantation.


Hillsong - Solution

(:

(: all i can say is that hillsong was awesome (:

THANK YOU (:

oh yea man, i've got 6 tickets, 6 SEXY TICKETS TO HILLSONG! (: (: (: all thanks to kendra =D oh yea, today's really an excellent day, tmr's the last day of school, camp is approaching... it's wonderful (:

Dream Big - Emily Shackleton, done by David Cook


check him out, he's a left-hander as well, COOL HUH.. im not the only one (:

Manhattan - Eric Johnson


(:

Traumatic.

what gives in being a nice guy? many might not know, well some already know what happened today. and i dun really wanna talk abt it anymore. well, apart from the number of them in school, ive never really knew what they were like. i dont know if he's being over friendly or otherwise, but im just standing my guard, i dont want a repeat of last week. it kinda spoilt my day but well, wfl today was really good. it was enriching and funny at the same time. sin yee couldnt phrase her words well, and .... they became kinda comical at times. ah... ive been in a depressing mood these few days... why???

Champ!

good going, i just realised the day before that ive english prelims, in like 8 hours time? i should really get myself a schedule book or something if not i'll forget all my plans. and now here i am studying for my english. well, i hope God pulls me through the exams (:

Lord, i surrender all..

Bridges.

okay, here's what i've learn today. being a bridge of god's word. i think this analogy is extremely accurate. but currently, i dont think i can be this perfect bridge as shown by the nice one above yet, i still need to grow.


well, think of the BEAUTIFUL sunrise as God's grace, and the thingy sticking out is a broken bridge. i guess that's what happens when we dont believe and have little faith and act differently outside. ..... okay, ive encountered a blockade in my mind, and i cant really post an expository speech, but please feel free to infer and tag if you can speak my mind (:


Hillsong - I Give You My Heart

Delirious? - Rain Down

Sore Throat totally spoilt my day.

ah crap, i HATE being sick. worship sucked for me as i didnt sing with all i had due to my illness and it made me feel very weak throughout saturday. then there was games after service which was quite fun but i couldnt talk much. we lost by a SMALL margin, like 1 point ): and then after that was back to cards. i daresay that my voice was super crappy and i sounded like some spoilt tape recorder. somehow i just wanna skip school on monday, i dont feel well ):
oh and the worst part, i was walking home, then this guy from mos burger waved at me. TWICE, and he had that really paedophilic smile, i wanted to vomit. and he was wearing lipstick... it would totally be fine if it was a girl, but it was a man with lipstick..

crap, i made a gay wave at me ):

SICKKKKKKZZ

oh man, im sick, as in seriously (though im sick of school as well..) my throat has been hurting like mad, and i dunno what else i might have. anw, a miracle occured, for my hcl letter writing, for the first time in 4 years i got a 14.5/20, seeing the improvement, i really wanna thank god and my teacher )to a certain extent). well, im just happy there's improvement. and there's service tmr, i cant wait! XD

and since i cant go remedial, should i......
basketball?
swimming?
running?
gym?

ahhh well... we'll see how(:

i've been doubting myself.. but today, i shall crush this ideology
I WILL hit 40m for javelin by nationals.
I WILL see that CHS reaches 7.
I WILL hit 12.5m for shotput by nationals.
I WILL improve more for my subjects.
I WILL continue to mature in Christ.
I WILL ignore all persecution.

okay, goodnight(:

Rest.

there comes a time when one needs to relax, and for the first time today, it felt real.
i went swimming with ric and daniel after eating with reynard, just by touching the cool water took off one huge load off my shoulders. i'm glad i went XD
(:

for once im not gonna study tonight (:

goodnight!

Thank You..

Thank you for the cool weather the past 2 days,
Thank you for the strength you've given to me,
Thank you for the people around me,
Thank you for speaking to me,
Well, Thank you (:

Ipod Mini

someone please tell me why my ipod constantly crashes on me?

By name or by faith?

Healer - Planetshakers


"how many times has God been there for me?", countless, with his infinite presence i seem to find strength. he's everywhere, through darkness and light. but why do i find it so hard to even change more for Christ? has my journey in changing to a end times Christian come to a halt? i constantly fail this task he has put in front of me - being the voice. my fear hinders my competence, the fear of persecution, i mean, im willing to serve with all my heart, but this willpower is being doused by the blanket of fear. when i see sheer numbers, my faith dwindles, my incapability grows, i really hope that God would send that light one more time, and this time i'll accept it with an open heart.


what's this light we find so hard to see? must the apocalypse come before we believe the reality of his love? Lord... open my spiritual eyes, open everyone's, shatter their hearts like how you shattered mine, my body's your vessel, fill it.

okay here's what we did on sat.

we celebrated aaron's bdae after service.

daniel made his statement

we prayed for aaron


and the grp photos



bye all (:

Okay, time to flashback

as usual i went for svc ytd and followed by meeting. well, i kinda learnt alot from the meeting. well, that meeting spurred me on to strive to become a leader, well, thats means CHS would need to grow (: also, God spoke to me, saying "to be a leader, you must first see the importance of being a leader as how i see it and not want to be a leader due to personal gain" i hope that i can grow in that way XD

and oh.... im totally addicted to spades now, due to overplaying after svc

What's The Point?

the school tells us prelims in june and eats up our entire june holidays by starting the exams on the 3rd week, and warn us not to enjoy the holidays, and then next thing we know, we get slapped hard on the back with mock exam papers. CONSTANTLY. might as well they tell us exams start from like end of april to end of june.


let's digress for a while,

What is holiday?

1.	a day fixed by law or custom on which ordinary business is suspended in commemoration of some event or in honor of some person.

2.	any day of exemption from work (distinguished from working day).

3.	a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc.: New businesses may be granted a one-year tax holiday.

4.	a religious feast day; holy day, esp. any of several usually commemorative holy days observed in Judaism.

5.	Sometimes, holidays. Chiefly British. a period of cessation from work or one of recreation; vacation.

6.	an unintentional gap left on a plated, coated, or painted surface.

–adjective

7.	of or pertaining to a festival; festive; joyous: a holiday mood.

8.	suitable for a holiday: holiday attire.

–verb (used without object)

9.	Chiefly British. to vacation: to holiday at the seaside.

someone please tell me if my school and even comprehend such a simple word they use? apparently not, to them holidays are for countless remedials and the continuous thrashing of our minds with incoherent popups of mock exams. crescents like the top sch and they dont even adopt our schedule, so what does having 3 prelims mean? they stick with their still childlike innocence of "more exams = more prepared" that is totally passe . they just push us with the ideology of study hard... labour isnt everything in reality, work hard can only get us that far, so why not they let us use our brains for? our intellect! studying smart is also another integral factor of school.

yet, they turn a blind eye.. and also, physicality is practically useless in the examination halls, its not like we'll freeze to death or anything.. train our brains and not our endurance, we already have a croos country team for that.

Zach said, concept determines attitude which determines behaviour, yet, almost nonchalantly, the school jumps to the last step, the final lap. we soon adopt the zombie study technique and mug for nuts. i have never and i repeat never seen them emphasizing the reason for the correct attitude to study nor the concept to doing well.

okayk i can admit they've done stuff to motivate us, only in the last year. so what happened to the previous 3 years? we've spent time honing the attribute of most enduring student and obtaining the wrong attitude towards study. if intensifying the work standards every year, i sincerely doubt that the primary school students who come to CHS in a few years time would survive. 10bucks say that they would rather take a step back in time and suffer in building up singapore into a strong economy.

im in no good mood to post about yesterday, i shall save it for later

Labour Day

XD i bought my shirt today, didnt get the levi's one though, i got an esprit one instead. and i tried on the skinny jeans at topman and im super traumatised from wearing it. let's just say i finally know how axl rose can sing so high =P

):

oh no... dropped to 10th place for all comer's meet ): i need to improve..

Eyebags....

crapzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, ive got eyebags, lack of slp.

I'm Not Ashamed - Hillsong


i've seen some really cool nike and levi's shirt one in j8 and the other at ps, which one?????

FOCUS!

haha, sense the irony in my title and what im doing, it's apparent i cant focus ):

What The World Will Never Take - Hillsong


anw this is to those who's feeling really dead from the exams and everything(:

Isaiah 40 : 28-31

28 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.

29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.

30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;

31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

you're the best thing that has happened to me (:

T.T

i've been really forgetful these few days ):

oh well, here's a random thought, i love central D (:
thanks to ytd's stuff i felt so leppppaaaaakkkk (chill), not as stressed as the days before
and so after service was makan, meeting then makan again, haha and had a very tense a**hole tai ti with a few people in which i made a stupid bet as my cards were very lousy.

okay byebye.

Ballistic.

anw today's chinese paper totally sucked, it was super hard and not to mention it lasted a long 4 hours, followed by another 2 hours of math.... gosh, im super exhausted, and there's still remedials tmr ): im just looking forward to service tmr, tts my great escape XD

FUNKY Guitar solo (:

haven't really been doing my QT well, i shall try to do it tmr after cg08 meeting (:

Haircut.

anw, haircheck's next week and i wanna get my haircut as well, i wont consider it extremely long (only relative) but its already phenomenal sin in school already that i can see some teachers even pulling out scissors and shavers. ): i want my hair to grow more but well, rules are rules and i'll have to cut..

"Some people wear Superman's pyjamas but Superman wears Chuck Norris's pyjamas"

haha, read this really lame joke on a magazine
here's more!

A young businessman had just started his own firm.
He had just rented a beautiful office and had it furnished with antiques.
He saw a man come into the outer office.
Wishing to appear the hot shot, the businessman picked up the phone and started to pretend he had a big deal working.
He threw huge figures around and made giant commitments.

Finally he hung up and asked the visitor, "Can I help you?"

"Yeah, I''ve come to activate your phone lines."

A man is walking on the beach when he trips over a lamp. A few seconds later, a
genie pops out and says, "I’m required to grant three wishes, but since you did
not treat my lamp with respect, I will give twice what you get to the person you
hate most—your boss."
The man agrees and makes his first wish: "I want lots of money." Instantly $20
million appears in bags on the beach, and $40 million appears in his boss’
bank account.
Next the man asks for an incredible sports car. Instantly a Lamborghini appears,
and at the same moment, two show up outside his boss’ house.
Finally the genie says, "You have but one wish left; you should choose carefully."
The man says, "Well, I’ve always wanted to donate a kidney."


Question : What Is The True-est Definition Of Globalization ? :D
Answer : Princess Diana's Death .
Question : Why ?
Answer : An English Princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French Tunnel .
driving a German car with a Dutch engine driven by a Belgian who was drunk on
Scottish whisky , followed closely by an Italian paparazzi .
on Japanese motercycles ; treated by an American doctor , using Brazilian medicines .
this is posted by an American , using Bill Gates technology .
& you're probably reading this on your computer that uses Taiwanese chips .
and a Korean monitor , assembled by a Bangladeshi worker in a Singapore plant .
transported by Indian lorry driver , hiijacked by Indonesians.
unloaded by Sicilian longshoreman , trucked to you by Mexican illegals .
That , My Friends , Is Globalization :D


Once Upon A Time .
there was a tourist in the Arizona desert and desides to ride a camel!
So he gets to the training & the trainer guy said :
" To make the camel go , say "wow."
" To make the camel go faster , say "wow wow ."
" To make the camel stop , say " Amen :D "
So he gets on the camel & says " Wow ".
Then he gets a little more comfortable & says " Wow Wow ."
So he is going for a pretty long time & all of a sudden , they came to a huge cliff !
The man then forgets how to stop so he says :
"Oh No ! How do you make this stupid camel stop ?!"
So he starts to say a prayer do God would help him & once he said Amen .
The camel stops right at the edge of the cliff ! :D
The man looks down from a pretty far distance & says " WOW ! " -.-

okay, back to studying (:

sleeeeeeeeep.

anyway, ive got so much to study and i dunno where to start, hw is piling up and ive tons of tests, and this deprives me of my much wanted sleep. and deprivation of sleep drives me nuts, i feel like a panda now ): and i haven't had the liberty to sleep before the clock strikes midnight.. owls are like gonna become my friends ):
i wanna like just pop one or two sleeping pills in my mouth and sleep for an entire day with aircon on. heh, even this is now a fantasy..

note though that the 2nd last sentence is NOT a suicide note! i still love life come what challenges (:

landscape

i know im not exactly an environmentalist, but i have a heart for the environment. as i sit here, i feeling like im burning up, my house is super stuffy and i seldom on the aircon. it wastes so much electricity. look back 8 years ago, the temperature range was like 23-26 and now its like 25-32, stupid global warming and house fires. even my fan at the highest speed is still rendering me sweating like a pig. oh man, if only people were more concerned about the environment and stop burning trees, smoking, cutting trees, and remember to service their cars to its sick emission of the black smoke. ): , i really want a reduction in heat in Singapore, the weather sucks so bad ):


Lord help the world..


here's a random thought (:
oh yea, hillsongs coming on 24th may and i so wanna go!!

Majesty!

okay, flashback to yesterday... skipped remedial cuz wasnt feeling exactly very well so stayed at home and played some guitar before going service. and i bought some really cool neon green earpiece XD

fasting forward to service, worship was THE BEST. since coming back from the concert, ive been singing the song "majesty" by planetshakers, and guess what, the church band played the song... and some of us went like OH YEA OH YEA OH YEA and taunted some peoplewho didnt go the concert =P well, here's the song (:



and during sermon, i was so glad i didnt sit beside rick and i guess weijie knew why, he got "violated" hahahaha

well, yesterday was cool (:

Top 8!

oh man, competitions finally here. okay, its this sunday all the way at ITE Simei which is like super far. near the planet shakers concert area, just that instead of worshipping God, i'll be stuck under the hot sun throwing shutput and javelin. i hope i get top 8 for both XD. and ive no hw left (: (:

IT noob

i feel like an IT retard, i even have difficulty switching my blogskin which im quite bored of already. this new one i wanna change to is really cool and soothing, and 100% not emo (blackredblackredblackred) .anw i left sch halfway today cuz i wasnt feeling of sorts and i was exhausted. so i studied at home and slept and then prepared for teaching during caregroup. i managed to absorb some stuff during my selfstudy and finish my chinese zuowen. and i felt so rejuvenated after sleeping. and off to cg i went. teaching was quite okay except for the slurs i encountered and a little mental block. well, God helped me through XD

i guess only the people in cd6 know my new fetish


yup, ive been eating these giant rings of dough the past few weeks on saturdays. ):
anw, ive got a prayer request, i wanna pray that i can be less of an IT noob (:
okay goodnight people

Jian3 Bao4

i feel so happy, i completed chinese hw for the first time without really complaining much, usually i would contemplate on how much i hate chinese, but today, i prayed to God to ask him to help me through jian3 bao4, which i think i managed to write something XD , anw im starting to cope better in school already, at least i dont have hat much piling up on me. i hope i can keep this focus (:

Here I Am To Worship


How Great Is Our God


All For Love


Mighty To Save


this feels like planetshakers all over again, i wanna go to another one of this kinda concerts again (: and i heard from cheng howe that hillsongs are coming, well i hope they do XD
and now, ive gotta focus more on church stuff, ive not really given my all as of yet, i need to learn!

Planetshakers + Tim Huhges + Prayer Meet

oh man, ytd's performance at expo was awesome!! planetshakers were really good, though we dont get much exposure to their songs but i recognized most of them XD anyway, tim huhges was cool too, with all the acoustic songs. the guitarist used a fender telecaster and i kept whining on how much i wanted it ): and also, their drummer, mike webber is really skilled and he drums really really well. so let's see who came, me aaron cleon jonathan xiang yu alvern jing wen natalie li zhen and one whose name i dunno, hahaha i feel so rude.

anw, today's prayer meet was quite productive and could see that God really spoke to some of us there. i got one word from him today, RACE!

its arduous to explain, who wants to know can just ask me (:

100.

i hate sch to the max. esp chinese. its not that i dont do my work, i cant find the time for it. and ldw has to go sms my mum and start whining, MY GOSH, STOP WHINING, how old are you already? 50??? its not like he even cares abt our results, he just wants his salary to rise if we do well. and well, cheers to our principal, we can see most of the sec4s have one step in their graves already... student welfare??? more like foreign takeover... i dont see the need for us to be continually bombarded by so much. our time for rest is alr eaten by our urgency to study and do hw. and people like ldw have the cheek to say we're lazy. GET A LIFE, you just need to tick or cross, we have to COMPREHEND. lets do the math shall we? morning's remedial + sch curriculum + cca/remedial leaves us ending sch at 5-6. assuming we have to eat + bathe everything tt would be 1 hr. so what are we doing from 7am - 5pm? STUDY... recess is absolutely useless. so for 10 hrs we study, i dont even get the decency of resting for a short period of time as we have dumb tests the next day and some cool teacher who really loves contacting parents wants us to finish hw. this is a sick chinese takeover. he says chinese aint important, and the other hand, he and his minions take up 3/5 of the morning remedials, talk about controversy.
sometimes i really feel that i cant cope anymore. training, guitar, church and studies, its stressful to even prioritize. i just want a normal life, not one where academic reigns supreme. GOD REIGNS SUPREME IN MY LIFE!

check out this web(:
www.jesus.youaremighty.com

CD4 + CD6

had combined CG after school today where we did some really mad stuff.

we dressed weijie and clarence into newspapers and made then jump like clowns. played other really weird stuff like blowing balls across lines. well, we won and here's the forfeit XD

mixing raw sugar cubes with corn flour. they had to pick out sugars cubes from the mixture and here's their pics(: how unglam, hahaha

kwan shyan and ric

Natalieand their group, hahaha

i dont have pics for the blowing one so i cant post it.