Vids.

You're Loved (Don't Give Up) - Josh Groban


Tears and Rain - James Blunt


Rooftops - Lost Prophets


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WHY?

it's a wonder, why people strive so hard to perfection, though we always know that deep down inside, we can never be perfect. come to think of it, if we humans WERE perfect, i think i'd count this as an imperfection. yet, my world's filled with materialism, be it physically or academically. so the saying goes, "practice makes perfect" we all live by these lines, always thinking that one day, we can stand on level ground with our creator being perfect. however, it's only with him that we are one step closer to the perfect spirit. nonetheless, we don't care much about perfect spirit, all we want is some dumb materialistic need. you know, sometimes i wish there was such a machine that could convert our desire for temporal crap to spiritual desire.

yea, i wish i could blow all these materialistic needs just by putting my arms together and chant some incantation.


Hillsong - Solution

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(: all i can say is that hillsong was awesome (:

THANK YOU (:

oh yea man, i've got 6 tickets, 6 SEXY TICKETS TO HILLSONG! (: (: (: all thanks to kendra =D oh yea, today's really an excellent day, tmr's the last day of school, camp is approaching... it's wonderful (:

Dream Big - Emily Shackleton, done by David Cook


check him out, he's a left-hander as well, COOL HUH.. im not the only one (:

Manhattan - Eric Johnson


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Traumatic.

what gives in being a nice guy? many might not know, well some already know what happened today. and i dun really wanna talk abt it anymore. well, apart from the number of them in school, ive never really knew what they were like. i dont know if he's being over friendly or otherwise, but im just standing my guard, i dont want a repeat of last week. it kinda spoilt my day but well, wfl today was really good. it was enriching and funny at the same time. sin yee couldnt phrase her words well, and .... they became kinda comical at times. ah... ive been in a depressing mood these few days... why???

Champ!

good going, i just realised the day before that ive english prelims, in like 8 hours time? i should really get myself a schedule book or something if not i'll forget all my plans. and now here i am studying for my english. well, i hope God pulls me through the exams (:

Lord, i surrender all..

Bridges.

okay, here's what i've learn today. being a bridge of god's word. i think this analogy is extremely accurate. but currently, i dont think i can be this perfect bridge as shown by the nice one above yet, i still need to grow.


well, think of the BEAUTIFUL sunrise as God's grace, and the thingy sticking out is a broken bridge. i guess that's what happens when we dont believe and have little faith and act differently outside. ..... okay, ive encountered a blockade in my mind, and i cant really post an expository speech, but please feel free to infer and tag if you can speak my mind (:


Hillsong - I Give You My Heart

Delirious? - Rain Down

Sore Throat totally spoilt my day.

ah crap, i HATE being sick. worship sucked for me as i didnt sing with all i had due to my illness and it made me feel very weak throughout saturday. then there was games after service which was quite fun but i couldnt talk much. we lost by a SMALL margin, like 1 point ): and then after that was back to cards. i daresay that my voice was super crappy and i sounded like some spoilt tape recorder. somehow i just wanna skip school on monday, i dont feel well ):
oh and the worst part, i was walking home, then this guy from mos burger waved at me. TWICE, and he had that really paedophilic smile, i wanted to vomit. and he was wearing lipstick... it would totally be fine if it was a girl, but it was a man with lipstick..

crap, i made a gay wave at me ):

SICKKKKKKZZ

oh man, im sick, as in seriously (though im sick of school as well..) my throat has been hurting like mad, and i dunno what else i might have. anw, a miracle occured, for my hcl letter writing, for the first time in 4 years i got a 14.5/20, seeing the improvement, i really wanna thank god and my teacher )to a certain extent). well, im just happy there's improvement. and there's service tmr, i cant wait! XD

and since i cant go remedial, should i......
basketball?
swimming?
running?
gym?

ahhh well... we'll see how(:

i've been doubting myself.. but today, i shall crush this ideology
I WILL hit 40m for javelin by nationals.
I WILL see that CHS reaches 7.
I WILL hit 12.5m for shotput by nationals.
I WILL improve more for my subjects.
I WILL continue to mature in Christ.
I WILL ignore all persecution.

okay, goodnight(:

Rest.

there comes a time when one needs to relax, and for the first time today, it felt real.
i went swimming with ric and daniel after eating with reynard, just by touching the cool water took off one huge load off my shoulders. i'm glad i went XD
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for once im not gonna study tonight (:

goodnight!

Thank You..

Thank you for the cool weather the past 2 days,
Thank you for the strength you've given to me,
Thank you for the people around me,
Thank you for speaking to me,
Well, Thank you (:

Ipod Mini

someone please tell me why my ipod constantly crashes on me?

By name or by faith?

Healer - Planetshakers


"how many times has God been there for me?", countless, with his infinite presence i seem to find strength. he's everywhere, through darkness and light. but why do i find it so hard to even change more for Christ? has my journey in changing to a end times Christian come to a halt? i constantly fail this task he has put in front of me - being the voice. my fear hinders my competence, the fear of persecution, i mean, im willing to serve with all my heart, but this willpower is being doused by the blanket of fear. when i see sheer numbers, my faith dwindles, my incapability grows, i really hope that God would send that light one more time, and this time i'll accept it with an open heart.


what's this light we find so hard to see? must the apocalypse come before we believe the reality of his love? Lord... open my spiritual eyes, open everyone's, shatter their hearts like how you shattered mine, my body's your vessel, fill it.

okay here's what we did on sat.

we celebrated aaron's bdae after service.

daniel made his statement

we prayed for aaron


and the grp photos



bye all (:

Okay, time to flashback

as usual i went for svc ytd and followed by meeting. well, i kinda learnt alot from the meeting. well, that meeting spurred me on to strive to become a leader, well, thats means CHS would need to grow (: also, God spoke to me, saying "to be a leader, you must first see the importance of being a leader as how i see it and not want to be a leader due to personal gain" i hope that i can grow in that way XD

and oh.... im totally addicted to spades now, due to overplaying after svc

What's The Point?

the school tells us prelims in june and eats up our entire june holidays by starting the exams on the 3rd week, and warn us not to enjoy the holidays, and then next thing we know, we get slapped hard on the back with mock exam papers. CONSTANTLY. might as well they tell us exams start from like end of april to end of june.


let's digress for a while,

What is holiday?

1.	a day fixed by law or custom on which ordinary business is suspended in commemoration of some event or in honor of some person.

2.	any day of exemption from work (distinguished from working day).

3.	a time or period of exemption from any requirement, duty, assessment, etc.: New businesses may be granted a one-year tax holiday.

4.	a religious feast day; holy day, esp. any of several usually commemorative holy days observed in Judaism.

5.	Sometimes, holidays. Chiefly British. a period of cessation from work or one of recreation; vacation.

6.	an unintentional gap left on a plated, coated, or painted surface.

–adjective

7.	of or pertaining to a festival; festive; joyous: a holiday mood.

8.	suitable for a holiday: holiday attire.

–verb (used without object)

9.	Chiefly British. to vacation: to holiday at the seaside.

someone please tell me if my school and even comprehend such a simple word they use? apparently not, to them holidays are for countless remedials and the continuous thrashing of our minds with incoherent popups of mock exams. crescents like the top sch and they dont even adopt our schedule, so what does having 3 prelims mean? they stick with their still childlike innocence of "more exams = more prepared" that is totally passe . they just push us with the ideology of study hard... labour isnt everything in reality, work hard can only get us that far, so why not they let us use our brains for? our intellect! studying smart is also another integral factor of school.

yet, they turn a blind eye.. and also, physicality is practically useless in the examination halls, its not like we'll freeze to death or anything.. train our brains and not our endurance, we already have a croos country team for that.

Zach said, concept determines attitude which determines behaviour, yet, almost nonchalantly, the school jumps to the last step, the final lap. we soon adopt the zombie study technique and mug for nuts. i have never and i repeat never seen them emphasizing the reason for the correct attitude to study nor the concept to doing well.

okayk i can admit they've done stuff to motivate us, only in the last year. so what happened to the previous 3 years? we've spent time honing the attribute of most enduring student and obtaining the wrong attitude towards study. if intensifying the work standards every year, i sincerely doubt that the primary school students who come to CHS in a few years time would survive. 10bucks say that they would rather take a step back in time and suffer in building up singapore into a strong economy.

im in no good mood to post about yesterday, i shall save it for later

Labour Day

XD i bought my shirt today, didnt get the levi's one though, i got an esprit one instead. and i tried on the skinny jeans at topman and im super traumatised from wearing it. let's just say i finally know how axl rose can sing so high =P