That the world will know.

When God Ran



this is a video of the song "when god ran" with clips from passion of the christ.

which is also in relation to The Parable of the Lost Son

Luke 15:11-24

11"Jesus continued: "There was a man who had two sons.

12"The younger one said to his father, 'Father, give me my share of the estate.' So he divided his property between them.

13"Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living.

14"After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need.

15"So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs.

16"He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

17"When he came to his senses, he said, 'How many of my father's hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death!

18"I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.

19"I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.'

20"So he got up and went to his father.
"But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

21"The son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.[b]'

22"But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.

23"Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate.

24"For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.


ive never watched the movie before so this video was a first. watching it caused me to have mixed emotions. im confused as to how i should react. remorseful, regret, anger, reciprocity. so what should i do? i really wanna do my best and accomplsih cg08 and help in pioneering CHS though ive never been someone who could take rejection easily. going up and talking about christ is hard enough, but having people ridicule it is worse. not that im blaming anyone, but rather, my inability or persuasion, maybe because im not exactly a super devoted believer, maybe its because im the only person from Y-hope in CH. when i start talking about other stuff such as breaking news, people seem so interested, but for the word of God, they seem to have no inquisity at all.ive seen and expierienced miracles and hence i know He exists, but being able to prove that this is true is a difficult task. i was told to start small so i started with people around, be it track and field or 4-7. i received really negative feedback and i dont really know how to cope with it. ah, im confused......

father, give me strength, use me to spread your word. from that video, i realised what you've gone through, i saw the extent of your pain graphically and words cannot describe how i felt. i know that im the only one now and that it is gonne be hard, but following your vision, im positive that CH will grow in faith. speak to me and instruct me on what to do, be the guiding light of the lost and let them expierience your grace, as a proof that you are reality. Amen.

Hello Love video

haha, i found it!

Vids

Sum 41 - In Too Deep



Sum 41 - Pieces



this might be one of the songs i wanna learn on the piano (though i have completely no idea how to play it) , somebody teach me?

anw, today's central cg was fun (:

i miss you

AMAZING!

had like a cereal frenzy with people from central d at ps.

im sure all of us are sick of it right now.. and i guess some of us are gonna get some serious weight issues if this continues every week after service.

hello love part 2 was great with some cool dance + love story and with some guy named qian jin who plays 4 totally different characters who describe the definition of love. i think service is extremely cool now and its super conducive to learn stuff, unlike back in 2006. i hope i'll continue to serve for a long long time, maybe forever (:

its fascinating to see how lives can be changed through His power, and i got a real good example today. i may not be perfect, but i can see the difference. ive made my choice and i dont see myself looking back, have you?

School's Out!

another friday's here, i start every single week looking forward to this day.. this week passed rather quickly as there were some events which allowed us to skip school.
anw, there is an open invitational by chs and cedar ri and rjc would be coming my school next sat, how cool (:

hello love part2 is tmr and im excited as to see what they have in store for us tmr (:

Youth Olympics and X country

cool, singapore has just won the bid for youth olympics (: congratulations!
also, for X country, Noel got 2nd place and we lost to phillipe by like 9 pts, how sad... haha and after X country i took a long walk all the way home from bishan park and it felt nice as the weather was great.

moving on..
somehow after studying with kendra today, i felt my memory deterioate. i cant seem to remember the shop in which i wanted to go to, which is like in j8. (and ive gone to j8 over a thousand times! :/) my goodness, i must do something about it.

i miss service too, once a week's like too little but ive really got no other time to attend if there's one ):

meet my cool friend (:

慧恩:the fat... (fill in at own risk) Thank You, Lord
you irritating

慧恩:the fat... (fill in at own risk) Thank You, Lord
i know.. you must have MISSED my presence of studying with you :P :P :P

慧恩:the fat... (fill in at own risk) Thank You, Lord
hahahahah


haha, how ego XD, she was quite happy today prancing around and laughing continually
p.s her laughter's EXTREMELY contagious.

alright, X-country's tmr and Noel's cheer sucks real bad, i think we might lose.. ah who cares

School Should Not End So Late..

ah.. i missed CG today again, by the time school ended i practically couldnt reach there on time. i need powers like "jumper", so i cant be late for anth, and i can like wake up at 7.40 and still be on time for school. gosh, i need a reality check =/

(:

or at least him, haha

I CAN!

haha direct translation^^

我可以 - 蔡旻佑



haha i still remember the first time i heard this song and it didnt give me a really good impression. i was studying at subway when that song was played over and over and over again. i dont think the radio was spoilt or anything.. so i listened and listened and got quite irritated, but i still asked kendra to send me, now as i listen to it MODERATELY, its kinda nice, considering this phrase 我可以 is something i would need for this year. anw, today's a great day, i got my first A1 and i found out that the sec4's are getting aircons for their classroom and last but not least, some teacher whom i really dont like for an extremely reasonable reason got chided by the principal(:

is this day great or what?

JOKES

1.
Girl: Will you love me after marriage also?
Boy: This depends on your husband, if he allows me.

2.
Doctor: Your husband needs rest and peace. Here are some sleeping pills.
Wife: When must I give them to him?
Doctor: They are for you.

3.
God saw me hungry, he created pizza.
He saw me thirsty, he created pepsi.
He saw me in dark, he created light.
He saw me without problems, he created YOU.

4.
The children were lined up in the cafeteria of a Catholic elementary school for lunch. At the head of the table was a large pile of apples. The nun made a note, and posted on the apple tray ‘Take only one. God is watching.’
Moving further along the lunch line, at the other end of the table was a large pile of chocolate chip cookies.
A child had written a note, ‘Take all you want. God is watching the apples.’

5.
One Early morning a mother went to her sleeping son and woke him up.
MOM: ‘Wake up, son. It’s time to go to school.’
SON: ‘But why, Mama? I don’t want to go to school.’
MOM: ‘Give me two reasons why you don’t want to go to school.’
SON: ‘One, all the chilldren hate me. Two, all the teachers hate me.’
MOM: ‘Oh! that’s not a reason. Come on, you have to go to school.’
SON: ‘Give me two good reasons WHY I *should* go to school?’
MOM: ‘One, you are FIFTY-TWO years old and should understand your responsibilities.
Two, you are the PRINCIPAL of the school.

6.
What are the three fastest ways of communication?

Three fastest means of communication in the world.
Tele-phone
Tele-vision
Tell-a-woman.
You still want faster?

Tell her not to tell anyone

7.
A man is dying of Cancer.
His son asked him, ‘Dad, why do you keep telling people you’re dying of AIDS?’
Answer: ‘So when I’m dead no one will dare touch your mom!’

goodnight all, dont be too stressed up with school! =D

TIME.

my goodness, its already mid feb, i think this yr would be, according to my assumptions, be much faster than the past few years.

One Republic - Stop And Stare

i really know this has absolutely no link at all, but i really wanna do what the song says. i think i'll keep what i stare at to myself, hahahaha!

and i hope i really dont become like him =/

ANTON EGO

hint* you know who you are, IM NOT EGO!

Ah finally, a not-so-angry-but-a-little-procrastination-is-still-present post (:

HOMEWORK? "no mood"~~~~

im sorry for posting so little yet complaining so much, ive been tied down by hw. ):

Relient K - Be My Escape



Paramore - Misery Business



alright, i dont feel like typing anymore, byebye

The Worst Term.

I don't understand why i studied so hard to make so many careless mistakes this exam, not even a single A1, not for math, none. this term totally sucked. My L1R5 hit 20 already and its like so far away from my expectations. My gosh, i cant figure where i went wrong, was i THAT blind as to miss out so much? I'd better not enter the focused study group if not i'll be like unable to go training if my coach finds out and there goes my hopes for Nationals...i hate this uneasy feeling

i need someone for me now, someone who understands, its hard to open up to anyone now, im sure that what im facing now will scare them away.. i dont need this, not right now.....

Proverbs 13:4 - The sluggard craves and gets nothing, but the desires of the diligent are fully satisfied.

Lord, please help me..

I've rested enough. (or so I think)

Thank God im feeling so much better compared to ytd, but i had to skip trng

anw ive gotten back 2 of my results and they arent good at all, not one bit. i guess i must study harder. ): Damn i hate sec4, maybe i shall pray during pm later to ease my workload. (ive only managed to ease a little of my workload. =/

My saviour, my redeemer, my refuge, my strength and my friend (:

Hello Love.

16th and 23rd Feb
12.15pm/2.30pm @ Nexus Auditorium
Who wants to go? Tell me, everyone's invited (:
haha, yhope has been having special services these few days, combined CNY service, and the upcoming ones ^^^
and im also lookign forward to camp in which its like dunno how many months away (i dont think if there's any at all :/)

and ive fallen sick on the 3rd day on CNY, i think ive been eating too much food alr, i shall rest tmr though there's school and finish up on hw, who's not going sch tmr morning? =P
(probably noone....)

Shin - One Night In Beijing

Happy CNY!

this yr's cny is great except for the fact that i got alot of hw and the cny celebration in school was EXTREMELY BORING. i got to see my cousins today in which i havent seen them for quite a while now, so that's kinda good. okay, im tired so i shan't go into details, goodnight!

35.60

(: today's a good day. firstly, exams are over, secondly,i broke my official PB for javelin which hasnt happened in like i dunno how long. english exam was soso, but the compre was tough... anw its over, i dont care, $$$ (:

Ah i think i should just practice for english.

I lowered my tone once she stepped into the classroom. The boring atmosphere suddenly lit up as soon as she entered. It felt as if the entire room was suddenly bathed in a golden hue of zest and zeal. "Who is she?" i thought, staring intently at her. I was completely mesmerized by her beauty, the radiant smile of this fresh faced youth. She looked like an angel, fair complexion, bright sparkling eyes that shone like diamonds and long flowy hair. She was perfect as she was blssed with unparalleled beauty. My heart raced as she slowly made her way to the empty seat beside me."She, my tablemate? This is too good to be true!" my heart rejoiced, and I could not help thinking I was the luckiest boy in the world. Looks of jealously were etched on each and every boy's face as they looked at me, I grinned cheekily as I stood up to introduce myself to her. (:


"Early to bed, early to rise, makes a man healthy and wise." I whispered to myself, trying desperately to motivate myself to go to school. I was an average boy, one who dreaded going to school. I dragged my heavy body out of bed as I slowly made my way down for breakfast. The minutes ticked by as I was having my breakfast and soon my eyes started to droop sleepily. I felt myself drifting off into dreamland, until I was rudely awakened by a tight slap across my face. My father boomed at me in his deep and authorative voice, informing that I was late for school. I shrank back into my seat in fear and pivoted my head to the clock. I opened my eyes in disbelief, I was already 20minutes late for school. I shrilled with agony as I realised that I was going to get scolded by my teachers. I grabbed a bag and shot out of house, with an unfinished piece of bread in my mouth. Little did I know that i had actually taken my mother's handbag......

i was bored so i decided to practice for my english exams, i know i came up with dumb storylines, but i just wanted "train" hahahaha. alright, back to reading my notes (:

English paper.

alas, my last papers are here!
and a few more days to CNY, i hope i get $$$ :P

Hillsong - Only One For Me

I wanna be everything You want me to be
I wanna live my life for You
You’ve placed in me everything I need to go on
I wanna show my whole world You

I put my trust in everything Your word says You are
I wanna live my life for You
I see Your truth, find grace in everything that You do
I’m gonna live to worship You

I look to You and all Your ways
I seek Your face and praise Your name

All I need is, all I need is You
In everything little thing I do
All I need is, all I need is You
Cause You’re the only One, the only One for me.

Never wanna be, never wanna be
Livin’, livin’ less than all You want for me
Giving all my life to my God and I will worship You


i've got so little to type these few days, and its hard to express myself on my blog

also, i dont really want everyone to know. WONDERWALL WHERE ARE YOU?!?!