):

oh no... dropped to 10th place for all comer's meet ): i need to improve..

Eyebags....

crapzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, ive got eyebags, lack of slp.

I'm Not Ashamed - Hillsong


i've seen some really cool nike and levi's shirt one in j8 and the other at ps, which one?????

FOCUS!

haha, sense the irony in my title and what im doing, it's apparent i cant focus ):

What The World Will Never Take - Hillsong


anw this is to those who's feeling really dead from the exams and everything(:

Isaiah 40 : 28-31

28 Do you not know?
Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.

29 He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.

30 Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;

31 but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

you're the best thing that has happened to me (:

T.T

i've been really forgetful these few days ):

oh well, here's a random thought, i love central D (:
thanks to ytd's stuff i felt so leppppaaaaakkkk (chill), not as stressed as the days before
and so after service was makan, meeting then makan again, haha and had a very tense a**hole tai ti with a few people in which i made a stupid bet as my cards were very lousy.

okay byebye.

Ballistic.

anw today's chinese paper totally sucked, it was super hard and not to mention it lasted a long 4 hours, followed by another 2 hours of math.... gosh, im super exhausted, and there's still remedials tmr ): im just looking forward to service tmr, tts my great escape XD

FUNKY Guitar solo (:

haven't really been doing my QT well, i shall try to do it tmr after cg08 meeting (:

Haircut.

anw, haircheck's next week and i wanna get my haircut as well, i wont consider it extremely long (only relative) but its already phenomenal sin in school already that i can see some teachers even pulling out scissors and shavers. ): i want my hair to grow more but well, rules are rules and i'll have to cut..

"Some people wear Superman's pyjamas but Superman wears Chuck Norris's pyjamas"

haha, read this really lame joke on a magazine
here's more!

A young businessman had just started his own firm.
He had just rented a beautiful office and had it furnished with antiques.
He saw a man come into the outer office.
Wishing to appear the hot shot, the businessman picked up the phone and started to pretend he had a big deal working.
He threw huge figures around and made giant commitments.

Finally he hung up and asked the visitor, "Can I help you?"

"Yeah, I''ve come to activate your phone lines."

A man is walking on the beach when he trips over a lamp. A few seconds later, a
genie pops out and says, "I’m required to grant three wishes, but since you did
not treat my lamp with respect, I will give twice what you get to the person you
hate most—your boss."
The man agrees and makes his first wish: "I want lots of money." Instantly $20
million appears in bags on the beach, and $40 million appears in his boss’
bank account.
Next the man asks for an incredible sports car. Instantly a Lamborghini appears,
and at the same moment, two show up outside his boss’ house.
Finally the genie says, "You have but one wish left; you should choose carefully."
The man says, "Well, I’ve always wanted to donate a kidney."


Question : What Is The True-est Definition Of Globalization ? :D
Answer : Princess Diana's Death .
Question : Why ?
Answer : An English Princess with an Egyptian boyfriend crashes in a French Tunnel .
driving a German car with a Dutch engine driven by a Belgian who was drunk on
Scottish whisky , followed closely by an Italian paparazzi .
on Japanese motercycles ; treated by an American doctor , using Brazilian medicines .
this is posted by an American , using Bill Gates technology .
& you're probably reading this on your computer that uses Taiwanese chips .
and a Korean monitor , assembled by a Bangladeshi worker in a Singapore plant .
transported by Indian lorry driver , hiijacked by Indonesians.
unloaded by Sicilian longshoreman , trucked to you by Mexican illegals .
That , My Friends , Is Globalization :D


Once Upon A Time .
there was a tourist in the Arizona desert and desides to ride a camel!
So he gets to the training & the trainer guy said :
" To make the camel go , say "wow."
" To make the camel go faster , say "wow wow ."
" To make the camel stop , say " Amen :D "
So he gets on the camel & says " Wow ".
Then he gets a little more comfortable & says " Wow Wow ."
So he is going for a pretty long time & all of a sudden , they came to a huge cliff !
The man then forgets how to stop so he says :
"Oh No ! How do you make this stupid camel stop ?!"
So he starts to say a prayer do God would help him & once he said Amen .
The camel stops right at the edge of the cliff ! :D
The man looks down from a pretty far distance & says " WOW ! " -.-

okay, back to studying (:

sleeeeeeeeep.

anyway, ive got so much to study and i dunno where to start, hw is piling up and ive tons of tests, and this deprives me of my much wanted sleep. and deprivation of sleep drives me nuts, i feel like a panda now ): and i haven't had the liberty to sleep before the clock strikes midnight.. owls are like gonna become my friends ):
i wanna like just pop one or two sleeping pills in my mouth and sleep for an entire day with aircon on. heh, even this is now a fantasy..

note though that the 2nd last sentence is NOT a suicide note! i still love life come what challenges (:

landscape

i know im not exactly an environmentalist, but i have a heart for the environment. as i sit here, i feeling like im burning up, my house is super stuffy and i seldom on the aircon. it wastes so much electricity. look back 8 years ago, the temperature range was like 23-26 and now its like 25-32, stupid global warming and house fires. even my fan at the highest speed is still rendering me sweating like a pig. oh man, if only people were more concerned about the environment and stop burning trees, smoking, cutting trees, and remember to service their cars to its sick emission of the black smoke. ): , i really want a reduction in heat in Singapore, the weather sucks so bad ):


Lord help the world..


here's a random thought (:
oh yea, hillsongs coming on 24th may and i so wanna go!!

Majesty!

okay, flashback to yesterday... skipped remedial cuz wasnt feeling exactly very well so stayed at home and played some guitar before going service. and i bought some really cool neon green earpiece XD

fasting forward to service, worship was THE BEST. since coming back from the concert, ive been singing the song "majesty" by planetshakers, and guess what, the church band played the song... and some of us went like OH YEA OH YEA OH YEA and taunted some peoplewho didnt go the concert =P well, here's the song (:



and during sermon, i was so glad i didnt sit beside rick and i guess weijie knew why, he got "violated" hahahaha

well, yesterday was cool (:

Top 8!

oh man, competitions finally here. okay, its this sunday all the way at ITE Simei which is like super far. near the planet shakers concert area, just that instead of worshipping God, i'll be stuck under the hot sun throwing shutput and javelin. i hope i get top 8 for both XD. and ive no hw left (: (:

IT noob

i feel like an IT retard, i even have difficulty switching my blogskin which im quite bored of already. this new one i wanna change to is really cool and soothing, and 100% not emo (blackredblackredblackred) .anw i left sch halfway today cuz i wasnt feeling of sorts and i was exhausted. so i studied at home and slept and then prepared for teaching during caregroup. i managed to absorb some stuff during my selfstudy and finish my chinese zuowen. and i felt so rejuvenated after sleeping. and off to cg i went. teaching was quite okay except for the slurs i encountered and a little mental block. well, God helped me through XD

i guess only the people in cd6 know my new fetish


yup, ive been eating these giant rings of dough the past few weeks on saturdays. ):
anw, ive got a prayer request, i wanna pray that i can be less of an IT noob (:
okay goodnight people

Jian3 Bao4

i feel so happy, i completed chinese hw for the first time without really complaining much, usually i would contemplate on how much i hate chinese, but today, i prayed to God to ask him to help me through jian3 bao4, which i think i managed to write something XD , anw im starting to cope better in school already, at least i dont have hat much piling up on me. i hope i can keep this focus (:

Here I Am To Worship


How Great Is Our God


All For Love


Mighty To Save


this feels like planetshakers all over again, i wanna go to another one of this kinda concerts again (: and i heard from cheng howe that hillsongs are coming, well i hope they do XD
and now, ive gotta focus more on church stuff, ive not really given my all as of yet, i need to learn!

Planetshakers + Tim Huhges + Prayer Meet

oh man, ytd's performance at expo was awesome!! planetshakers were really good, though we dont get much exposure to their songs but i recognized most of them XD anyway, tim huhges was cool too, with all the acoustic songs. the guitarist used a fender telecaster and i kept whining on how much i wanted it ): and also, their drummer, mike webber is really skilled and he drums really really well. so let's see who came, me aaron cleon jonathan xiang yu alvern jing wen natalie li zhen and one whose name i dunno, hahaha i feel so rude.

anw, today's prayer meet was quite productive and could see that God really spoke to some of us there. i got one word from him today, RACE!

its arduous to explain, who wants to know can just ask me (:

100.

i hate sch to the max. esp chinese. its not that i dont do my work, i cant find the time for it. and ldw has to go sms my mum and start whining, MY GOSH, STOP WHINING, how old are you already? 50??? its not like he even cares abt our results, he just wants his salary to rise if we do well. and well, cheers to our principal, we can see most of the sec4s have one step in their graves already... student welfare??? more like foreign takeover... i dont see the need for us to be continually bombarded by so much. our time for rest is alr eaten by our urgency to study and do hw. and people like ldw have the cheek to say we're lazy. GET A LIFE, you just need to tick or cross, we have to COMPREHEND. lets do the math shall we? morning's remedial + sch curriculum + cca/remedial leaves us ending sch at 5-6. assuming we have to eat + bathe everything tt would be 1 hr. so what are we doing from 7am - 5pm? STUDY... recess is absolutely useless. so for 10 hrs we study, i dont even get the decency of resting for a short period of time as we have dumb tests the next day and some cool teacher who really loves contacting parents wants us to finish hw. this is a sick chinese takeover. he says chinese aint important, and the other hand, he and his minions take up 3/5 of the morning remedials, talk about controversy.
sometimes i really feel that i cant cope anymore. training, guitar, church and studies, its stressful to even prioritize. i just want a normal life, not one where academic reigns supreme. GOD REIGNS SUPREME IN MY LIFE!

check out this web(:
www.jesus.youaremighty.com

CD4 + CD6

had combined CG after school today where we did some really mad stuff.

we dressed weijie and clarence into newspapers and made then jump like clowns. played other really weird stuff like blowing balls across lines. well, we won and here's the forfeit XD

mixing raw sugar cubes with corn flour. they had to pick out sugars cubes from the mixture and here's their pics(: how unglam, hahaha

kwan shyan and ric

Natalieand their group, hahaha

i dont have pics for the blowing one so i cant post it.

And grace amazing takes me home..

this was quite a fruitful week, i managed to complete most of the stuff i wanted to do. just that i haven't completed transferring sermon notes to my yellow notebook yet.

flashback to Saturday..

service was really awesome. God spoke to me during worship, and i cried. its been a while since I've felt like that so i really thank God for coming back again.



Lemme post the lyrics too!

Hillsong - Till I See You

The greatest love that anyone could ever know
That overcame the cross and grave to find my soul
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

With all I am I'll live to see Your kingdom come
And in my heart I pray You'd let Your will be done
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in You

I will live to love You
I will live to bring You praise
I will live a child in awe of You

You are the voice that calls the universe to be
You are the whisper in my heart that speaks to me
And 'til I see You face to face and grace amazing takes me home
I'll trust in you

You alone are God of all
You alone are worthy Lord
And with all I am my soul will bless Your name

i guess this song shall be my new fad now, excluding alvern's craze for my specs. anw, i brought my specs to service too for alvern to do as a forfeit for losing some bible game my ric and him played. he ended up enjoying it.... after service, he went to flaunt it to the girls. and then jing wen ren ting and li zhen took turns to put on. li zhen really made a good impresonation of some really old woman. too bad i couldn't get the picture. oh well, maybe at word for life tmr or at prayer meet XD


moving on to Sunday.
met people from ca and cd. played some really old games before i went to study with alvern. cleo and another girl who's name i forgot came to study with us. and then we went home. what a conducive day (:

to end off,

Air Supply - Making Love Out Of Nothing At All


Air Supply's really nice nowadays, and they're coming on the 21st june. which is like 1 day after prelim 2! i so wanna go, who wants to go with me??? (ah who am i kidding, oldies are cliche, haha)

anw ive tix for planet shakers this thurs, who wants to go?

Blessed (:

ytd was a really cool day. i managed to write much more than usual for my chinese essay and i did not really screw up that bad like i thought i would (: and also, when i went for floorball, it was seriously dark at leng kee CC which meant heavy rain, well, we all prayed and it didnt rain at all thank god (: (: (:

but i still hate my chinese tuition =D

Life.

Life

Breaking news! Dr. George Clooney has finally found a cure for one of the world’s deadliest killers – Cancer. Here is his first patient to receive the cure, Nathaniel Seow.
“Blink”, I pushed down the ‘off’ button of the remote control, shedding tears of relief whilst doing so. Amidst the warm beams that embraced my body, I felt alive. Gone were the days were I sat on the hospital bed, knees against my chest, praying desperately for a cure.
This battle for survival had been and exhausting one, a hard fought war between men and his nemesis. Every passing day made me feel worthless, with people coming non-stop to my ward, offering words of encouragement, commiserating with my plight while others hurled derogatory comments at me. All of the doctors saw the hopelessness of my situation; after all, cancer was an arcane matter to them. All but one man gave up on me - Dr Clooney. Nobody wheedled him into giving his all to cure me.
His devotion towards my case gave him much unwanted criticism. Doctors around the world animadvert at length upon his belief of being able to cure cancer. However, the innuendo further fueled his determination to search for a cure. He worked hard day and night, hoping to find even the slightest fragment of clues as to opening Pandora’s box or at least try to assuage my pain. He did not want to see me die without him giving try.
That cure for cancer was that elixir of life all doctors had been hoping to find. It contained the very key to enhancing the survival of mankind. Dr Clooney had made the other doctors eat their own words.
Cancer took away my all. The acculturation of this fatal being in my body meant judgment day had finally arrived for me. My family, my job, I could see all of them dissipating right in front of me. My will faded like a dying flame, unable to sustain fire much longer. That fire was Life. As the days passed, the feeling of death got stronger. I felt weak all over. The pain of losing my loved ones permeated my heart like a thousand needles. The pain was excruciating. I did not want my life to end this way. I had everything I wanted in my life, a loving family, a beautiful wife and a stable income. Yet, cancer was going to take away all these. The gift of existence from God was a controversial one. In life, we can have all we want, decide how we live it. Yet, we have minimal power as to decide how or when we want it to end. I did not ask for cancer but yet all I could see was death enveloping me. As the saying goes, “all good things come to an end.” That is a cliché, something in which I do not need. Just when all hope seemed lost, He pulled me out of decadence.
Dr Clooney restored my life to normal. With his findings I was able to return to the man I once was. It was hard to believe that an eighty-one year old man was the first one to unveil the complexities or cancer and conquer it. He was not a shriveled up old man, he was a medical Spartan, and a saviour at that. He gave me back my life and everything that came with it.
Upon hearing the good news, I gave him a bear hug, trying to dam the torrent of tears that threatened to flow down my eyes. I was alive again.
“Thank you Dr Clooney.”
“No, Thank you Nathaniel.”

i think this essay kinda sucks cuz there's like not much plotting and its super short, well im posting it here anyway =P