Friday, February 29, 2008

That the world will know.

When God Ran



this is a video of the song "when god ran" with clips from passion of the christ.

which is also in relation to The Parable of the Lost Son

Luke 15:11-24

11"Jesus continued: "There was a man who had two sons.

12"The younger one said to his father, 'Father, give me my share of the estate.' So he divided his property between them.

13"Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living.

14"After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need.

15"So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs.

16"He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything.

17"When he came to his senses, he said, 'How many of my father's hired men have food to spare, and here I am starving to death!

18"I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you.

19"I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired men.'

20"So he got up and went to his father.
"But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him.

21"The son said to him, 'Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.[b]'

22"But the father said to his servants, 'Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet.

23"Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let's have a feast and celebrate.

24"For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.' So they began to celebrate.


ive never watched the movie before so this video was a first. watching it caused me to have mixed emotions. im confused as to how i should react. remorseful, regret, anger, reciprocity. so what should i do? i really wanna do my best and accomplsih cg08 and help in pioneering CHS though ive never been someone who could take rejection easily. going up and talking about christ is hard enough, but having people ridicule it is worse. not that im blaming anyone, but rather, my inability or persuasion, maybe because im not exactly a super devoted believer, maybe its because im the only person from Y-hope in CH. when i start talking about other stuff such as breaking news, people seem so interested, but for the word of God, they seem to have no inquisity at all.ive seen and expierienced miracles and hence i know He exists, but being able to prove that this is true is a difficult task. i was told to start small so i started with people around, be it track and field or 4-7. i received really negative feedback and i dont really know how to cope with it. ah, im confused......

father, give me strength, use me to spread your word. from that video, i realised what you've gone through, i saw the extent of your pain graphically and words cannot describe how i felt. i know that im the only one now and that it is gonne be hard, but following your vision, im positive that CH will grow in faith. speak to me and instruct me on what to do, be the guiding light of the lost and let them expierience your grace, as a proof that you are reality. Amen.

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